you broke my heart



Love me, hate me, dump me, ignore me, hurt me,

Last night’s shroud was filled with clouds, My world was filled with sorrow and heartaches. I couldn’t count all the lonely hours Spent thinking with memories and tears. Changes before seemed remote and I never thought that I could change. Could change so much in so many ways but then I’m still surprise when I look in my mirror, I still can see that i look the same.

You changed my life in an instant, I was so happy. I thought YOU were the one that i have been waiting. But all of this changed in a split second. It was just like a breeze that came so fast and depart right away. It was just temporary.

The night seemed so long, i can’t sleep at all. All the memories came rushing inside my head, happy, sad, exciting, memorable – they all came and i cant do anything it but to entertain them which made my night so disturbed and i was agitated.

I don’t know why YOU did this, I gave you my time, my love, my life and my all. Still you seemed not to be contended with what you have with me, and YOU are still looking for that something that I really don’t have any idea about, what reason YOU have for breaking my heart, for what reason YOU have for paying no heed, for disregarding the months that we had. Reason that only you will and can know.

a friend told me that if you found a love that made you change in a good way, hold on tight to that love for its the kind of love that is worth keeping.

but then, This is the end of the road for us, YOU did it! and that will be the last.

and the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be faithful to me
Let’s hear your speech out

And don’t tell me you’re sorry ’cause you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertainin’
But it’s over now (but it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
Ohhh…

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8 Responses to you broke my heart

  1. einnod says:

    Just be brave, world has lot to offer for you…
    always think that “A person knows how to love deserves to be loved”

    you deserve it.

    godspeed

  2. mark says:

    wow…its sad…

    but dont worry….everything has a purpose and soon you will be loved truly also…

  3. eric derey says:

    i can share the same sentiment..i am on your side dude…

  4. yayanne says:

    ouch! who’s that girl nmn kya! she’s a loser! :-) be strong! maybe you didn’t deserve her, coz God reserved someone that is meant for you…like what i’m waiting also… ;-( You’re not alone…so, go on and let’s rock the world!!!

  5. scorpionights2005 says:

    Have gone through the same thing and knows what and how you are feeling right now…they say that you can not have it all…you’ve got a new baby but you’ve lost someone you love…but life goes on and you have to move on and besides you deserve someone better and he/she is out there somewhere….hope you find your love before christmas because I know how lonely it can be without one…Cheers!!!

    Marami ka namang barkada and friends dude who loves you and you’ve got your family too.

    Tagay pa!!! hahaha

  6. Biatch-trice says:

    Hey, I feel your pain. I felt the same pain before. So I said, “I won’t allow this to happen to me anymore.” But then it happend again, and again and again. So the “F”, di ba? I put the blame on him, I quite refused to acknowledge that there was something wrong on my side. Until, I thought about looking at things from a third person’s perspective – the viewer, the uninvolved one, the audience.

    I then realized that, damn, may kasalanan din pala ako. I HAVE BEEN possesive. I have been paranoid. I have been insensitive. I have been way too protective. I made my partner(s) loose their confidence in me kasi I was too scared of loosing them – I showed them something different, imbes of what I really intended them to see and feel.

    I hope you wouldn’t mind if I quote:

    “a friend told me that if you found a love that made you change in a good way, hold on tight to that love for its the kind of love that is worth keeping…”
    – maybe you held TOO tight? I believe being POSSESSIVE is a different thing from TRUSTING. If you trust the person, let him/her be himself/herself. Kasi definitely, he/she will adjust also as much as you adjust yourself.

    “I don’t know why YOU did this, I gave you my time, my love, my life and my all. Still you seemed not to be contended with what you have with me,..”:
    – were you able to allow the other party to give you what he/she has? Did it ever occur to you that maybe your other half was likewise doing the same? Giving you time, love and life? I say it’s simply selfish to think that you were giving more than the other party considering you have been together for months already…

    Eniwei, I have been carried away. Sori naman. But I do hope I have shared you something worth pondering on. And whatever happens, try not to use the horse’s patch (or whatever they call it.)

    Cheers bro! This experience, if non-occuring, is something worth learning from. :)

  7. It has been 2 months since you last posted this article. How are you doing now?
    It took me 9 months before I was able to let go of the ‘one’ I thought was for me. It took me 9 months before I was able to throw out all the artistic drawings and paintings he made for me. 9 months before I was able to break into smithereens the ring that he gave as a gift and 9 months before I started living my life. I remember, a few days after the break up, the intensity of the pain and I just had faith that one day, someday, all the pain will be gone. And 9 months later? Boy am I right! It’s all gone. The memories are still their but the hurting has stopped. :-) I hope that in God’s perfect time, you’d find the one for you. It could still be her or NOT, but we’ll never know. The important thing is you’re still ‘standing up’ now. :-)

  8. mrs lazaro says:

    who is she…?
    maybe its also a blessing in disguise because you didn’t ended with such a B**CH….

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