I can’t remember the last time i had a descent and serious blog… I’ve been optimizing keywords like Katrina Halili and Maricar Reyes Scandal, then Ruffa Mae Scandal, just to earn my blog money. Its not that i no longer like to blog serious stuffs, but the truth is I really don’t have time to blog those things happening in my life right now, though so many things happened already.
Im so busy studying and reviewing for the Bar Exam that i came to a point that i have been missing so much in my life. Even though I am okay, in the sense that iam normal (so i think), but then I can feel that im sad.
I guess its the sacrifice i have to make to achieve my dreams. I have to give up time to spend with my love ones… my family and friends and even my special someone :D… Im sad thinking that i missed so many family days… time that i was supposed to spend with my family. I missed my parents, my siblings and my nephews and nieces. And I had forgone The gimmicks and other leisure that i was fond of doing – all of these just to achieve my dreams.
Im so nervous right now, September is here already. I cannot help not to think that Im not yet ready, not yet prepared to hurdle the bar. My love ones kept me going, they are my inspiration. When im losing my self, when my walls are falling, when my shield is breaking and when my strength is failing.. I just think of them and tell my self that im doing this for them, close my eyes and pray to God to guide me all the way. after that, im back to being Okay….
Wish me luck…
Soon my adversities will be over. My life, after the Bar and passing it, is already planned up. Build my future and spend time with the important people in my life.